after so long … time to update … zzzzzzz ….. i’m single again … i found out that i’m really not suitable for relationships… somehow the first was always the best … i really miss those times …. started attachment liaoz … damn tiring … 7am reach SGH … wake up at 545am … want my life … sleeping late for so long … need to wake up so early … hiaz … i should have listened to my bros … 15 is just way to young … zzzzzzzzzzz …
Well … just started work today … Meet khidee (in-charge) at aljunied MRT … but got people late … Zzzzzz … SMS say please dun be late … but still got people late … F*** … then walk to geylang there for briefing … Zzzzzz … got paired up with his guy from NP … As time flew by … more and more prostitutes appeared … even approach me .. Zzzzzz … WTF … but i can tell u that now the market rate drop until siao … $50 inclusive of room … but i give the flyers until siao … never count but finish very fast … cause i am efficient … 6 per hr is crap … anyone got better job offer can let me know … this job is tiring and boring … the staff was getting 10 per hr for the same thing i was doing … Zzzzzz … well i’m off to sleep … tomorrow meeting bryan at jurong east … so far la …
Its finally over … This Chingay experience shall not be forgotten … Tired like Sh!t … everyday finish so late … TV viewers, you are so lucky … ZZzzzzz … but at least i got to talk to her on the phone yesterday … for like 1.5 hrs … i was so tired while she was so full of energy … hahax … BTW her name is jocelyn … Going back to sleep already … Pics of chingay can be found at my friendster … Lousy Quality cause from my phone …
Well … Exams are this friday and i havent started studying … zzzz … dun feel like studying after CNY lehx … but went to school to meet gaya for some hardcore studying … nothing could get in … so went to find bryan … Then at 7 go KFC to see her … its not obsession … its bryan Q who asked me along … so i thought if i could see her … motivation to study would return … studied on the bus back home … At least something got in … Bio repro. system … zzzz will be doing repro. system tonight … at least kick of the studying …
Well … I’ve decided to stay in nursing … After all that reasons i gave to change course … was only to get away from the fact that i am going to retain … Hopefully i don’t … cause i really wish to graduate with all my friends … Another this is that i have found a person i can talk to … She’s still in Sec 3 but i guess age isn’t a problem nowadays … 19-15=4 … can la … she thinks more maturely than me … cat eyes … and we have a common interest … WANGAN … but i promised her to stop for 1 month … not only me but with Bryan (xi@oQ) , Zhelin (L-I-N) … all members of my team M>u<S … hope we can do it … she is good looking in my opinion … dun care what other people say but yeah … doesn’t have friendster … so no pics … ZZzzzzz … but she got a lot of friends … stays in PP (Along the Purple Line) … easy for me to find her … but her life is quite troubled … well … i’ll try and make it a point to update this site when i have time … + (I got myself a PSP (PINK) ^.^)
After telling them about my plan about going to MDIS … they said no again … What is wrong with them … they don’t understand how i feel … my dad even said he wants to disown me … if thats the case … when they are old … please do not come looking for me … i will live by myself when i’m 21 … Or maybe i’ll just fail every single module in school … and hopefully get kicked out of school …
Well … My proposal for changing course has been rejected … but with a good cause … i finally understand why they rejected my proposal for that change … i wanted to change to a private institution which i was so open to being cheated … the school had no backing from the government … offered a $300 discount if i paid in full and CASH … somethings just shows signs of “you are going to be cheated” … and yet i didn’t know … i thought the $300 discount would be better as the total cost of the course goes down … now i finally know why parents are so protective of their children … after all, its their hard earned money that is going into my education… Thats why i want to tell them that i am sorry for my foolish and immature mistakes one time after another … but if they finally agree in letting me change to the tourism course … i’ll make full use of the one year and get the proper diploma that i will need…
I have done research in certain schools and i have reduced MDIS as one last choice… School fees are S$6000 and will get me a Diploma in Travel, Tourism and Hospitality Management (Incorporating Professional Certificate in Business Management) … the bold text is the difference that most schools do not offer … because if i am unable to find a job in the tourism industry in the future, i will be able to start my own business as well… MDIS also comes with a student protect scheme that in a case of the school closes down for a certain reason, i will get a full refund of my school fees …
So why not ? i will talk to them again tonight and see how it goes … (fingers crossed)
Today is the worst day of my life (so far) … went to school for Health Assessment Lab … sian until feel sick … i have my mind set on quitting the Nursing Life … i want to take up Hotel and Casino Management … Bryan say got this course in Boston Business School … Diploma in Hotel and Casino Management … 6 months theory and 6 months hands-on … hear already i go do my research … make sure its a reliable school … not bad for the school’s background … so bryan went to take a pink withdrawal form which i wanted to much … hope someone can help me explain to my parents … somehow i know that nursing will not be my career next time … i prefer socializing with people … like being in the front desk of a hotel … well … i’m going to sleep already … got a f***ing bad headache and upset stomach …
If fish didn’t remind me to blog … i wouldn’t even remember that i have a blog at all … so ill start again from the recent events … my computer got formatted and along went all my games and PSP stuff … Movies as well … sian until cannot make it liaoz … but now i stop downloading so much crap already … spend time on computer gaming … and studying … no more fun … hardcore studying starts 2nd jan 08 … got 2 projects to finish … havent even start … dont even know what to do … sad sia … i really want to give up nursing already … grades so average until cannot be anymore average … and I FINALLY SUBMITTED MY RESIGNATION LETTER !!! … end of work and start of studies … may find another part time week end job … cause i suddenly have the idea of having 10K in my bank when i’m 21 … now i got 1K liaoz … 9K more to go … stop my spending and start saving lorx… sometimes really cannot control i just buy first … then regret later … went shopping with fish today … then when i see her … didn’t even know is her la … cause she cut hair … so look better liaoz … in with the new … out with the old … then we meet at plaza sing … bring her to PC Bunk cause she never see before … she didn’t even know that there was a X-Zone at atrium … one month in china then become liddat liaoz … then we went to bugis to shop for clothes lorx … then she told me … “我想要减肥” … i look at her then i saw her bag … the lag logo was a fish without any meat … fish bone lorx … she so skinny still want to slim down … then all the fat people are pigs liao … this cannot eat that cannot eat … so sian la … whats the meaning of life when u got so many restrictions … die also unhappy la … eat happily and die happily … fat or skinny also got coffin de … so dun worry … we go bugis see see … in the end i got a ORANGE cardigan from 77th street … for 新年初一… damn nice orange … but $50 dollars lehx … chor la … but is mother pay … then got one belt from freshbox … same as the one i have … but this one is fish choose the colour de … brown one … haha … hope easy to match with clothes … got time i take the photo of my 新年初一 until 新年初三 … must mix and match until sui sui … once a year fashion show … then time to go back cause fish need to meet her friends at CS at 450 .. so we go grab something to eat .. SUSHI lorx … $8 worth … use MASTERCARD … the cashier face also shock … cause i no cash + POSB card need to sign 8 times a year or else got to pay a fee … i just sua lorx … we go to mrt the staircase there to eat … then i realised that she wear same design pants as me la … slippers and t-shirt (diff. design) … then we finish eating she go her way i g my way … 向左向右 …
Well … Have been working like hell … trying to pay for my camera … soon to some though … 850++ …dammit … hard work sia … Camera for my life … i’ve decided to be alone and away from people … learnt a important lesson … don’t get too involved with people’s lives … you will regret deeply … i rather be alone and mine my own business … at least i have my sister Lin to depend on … and she knows more about me through the attachment period … this is someone i want to be friends with forever … she give good support and is a true friend… another one is shirley … together don’t study … then we will pass one … before sub paper still can watch High School Musical … and i hope she get the Man of her dreams … how i wish i can be like michelle … be so neutral … now i know why people say there is no group with every member of the class bonded like glue … soooner of later there will be split ups and cliques will be formed … or should i say … it has happened …
enough of sadness … i rather be happy then be emo … well there are some pics for you all to enjoy …
